Lola Zaza

stay clear of the mirror

it is watching you

no fear

when you are 10 foot tall

and bullet proof

sincere

in all the promises

you never seem to keep

you’ll never wake up dead

when you never go to sleep

find in time

look inside yourself

your heart and soul are missing

you’ve become someone else

turn , turn , turning ,spinning

burn , burning , burnt and blind

feel around with others fingers

to find your stolen mind

the Scape Goat

@Bonnihuuz

who was Lola Zaza?

Lola Zaza Did not mirror her father.

Lola Zaza Crowley was the daughter of infamous occultist

Aleister Crowley and his first wife, Rose Edith Kelly.

Born into a world steeped in esoteric exploration and scandal,

Lola’s early life was marred by tragedy, including the death of her

sister and her mother’s institutionalization. After her parents'

separation, she was raised by her maternal grandparents,

away from the chaos and controversy that surrounded her father.

Unlike Aleister, she chose a private, conventional life,

marrying and starting a family without any known ties to occult

practice. Her rejection of her father's legacy seems rooted in a desire

for stability and normalcy, having witnessed the emotional toll of his

lifestyle firsthand. In many ways, her life was a quiet rebellion against

the turbulence and extremity that defined her father's world.